finals week!

finally, this semester went by so fast i cant even believe it. it went from being the worst semester ever to being an amazing one minus a 160 dollar fine. winning the championship was the best feeling in the world and i would do anything do relive that feeling again. i will remember that day for the rest of my life. i told my mom to get me a like big frame thing with glass covering it because i want to put my medal prewrap from the game and the note dave made us put in our shin guards during the game. i also have a bunch of pictures i want to put in there too. i cant wait to make it because its gonna look so nice. studying for my bio exam is so annoying, but i feel like im going to actually do okay on this one because i actually made note cards and am actually studying. id be satisfied with an 80 because thats all i really need because i only need a C in the class. hopefully i get all As in the rest of my class because i need all As and a C to get the GPA i need for nursing school. if i dont i dont know what ill do because i need that GPA. my soc final is going to be easy to study for because shes just taking questions directly from each test and makeing the final out of that. and we have all the tests and answers. im so happy i only have 2 finals because thats less stress i have. i cant wait to be done them so i can finally relax until the spring semester because my classes then are extra hard. im taking 3 labs and 2 science classes and its gonna suck, but theres nothing i can do. its gonna be the 2nd time im taking these classes because i dropped them because they were so hard. well 14 days till christmas i cant wait!

saturday night!

on saturday we were all gonna go to my friend kikis for a girl on my teams bday party. i went up with my 3 friends they all got pounders of pbr and i gotta bottle of pinnacle and a bottle of orange soda. when i was getting ready i didnt really feel like going anymore because i was tired i didnt really get a lot of sleep the night before but i couldnt bail on everyone. we had like a half hour drive to where we were going. we got there and there were some people there but not a lot. within a hour that we were there it got packed there was so many people there. i made my cup with orange soda and vodka and ice but i didnt really feel liek drinking bc i was still scared about the underage. i took 2 sips max but that was it i carried my cup around the whole night but i didnt drink from it haha i never realized how many people didnt drink that were there till now there was about 10 people who didnt drink and like 25 people there who were drinking. i didnt want to stay there and wanted to sleep in my own bed so i decided i was going to drive home. everyone there was bombed and it was kind of funny but annoying at the same time. everyone kept trying to take my bottle even tho i didnt drink it. around 230 noone was really there anmore and i wanted to go home so i rounded up the troops and we left. we were all starving when we were going home so we stopped at checkers. it was amazing. i had some of dans vanella smoothie and his fries and they were soo good. we waited in the drive threw forever but we finally got out food. i dropped my owe friend off and dan and cance stayed at my house

aunts surprise party

on friday my family went to my shore house because we were all going to to eat for my aunts birthday.  my dads side of the family all met at my house and we walked over. the restaurant was only a block away from my house and everyone was going to be drinking so that is always a good thing. they also picked the restaurant because it is byob and since they are irish they love to drink. we went to the red room and its in ventnor. ive been there for breakfast, but never been there for dinner before so this was my first time.  it was a suprise dinner for my aunt and she had no clue. when she got there my two ltitle cousins ran up to the door so they were the first people she saw when she got there. it was cute. she has the most blank expression on her face. we couldnt tell if she was mad or happy or what. then after a minute or two she started crying and i guess they were happy tears because none of us knew why she was crying. we sat down and got a bunch of appetizers. me and my one aunt got fried calamari and it was soo good. for my meal i got some pasta with shrimp. it was pretty good. everyone enjoyed their food a lot. the bill was like 470 so it was really expensive. after dinner we all walked back to my house. we had cake and she opened presents it was cute. then since we have a fire place we lit it for the first time and my tewo little cousins roasted marshmellows over the fire.

end of the semester

this time of the year is very stressful becasuse everything is due and there are so many test that you have to study for. i have a paper due in 2 weeks and i have a test tomorrow and justb a bunch of stuff. its hectic. and even though im done soccer i still feel like i dont have time for anything. i still have to get my applications ready for transferring to nursing school which is beyond stressfull. i am just overschool right now and just want break. i just want it to be christmas so i can give everyone my presents. thats my favorite thing about christmas is giving everyone their presents and seeing their reactions.  onlike about 26 days till christmas and i cannot wait any longer. this weekend im going down the shore on friday for my aunts suprise birthday dinner right near my shore house. i cant wait because its such a cute little restaurent called the red room and ive only been there for breakfast so i cant wait to try their dinner. i also love mydads side of the family, we all get along so well and i cant wait to be with everyone. i could be going to the outlets in deleware on saturday and sunday, but i have work. im so upset because i have never been there before and there is no taxes and thats a comeup, but i need to make that paper since i havent in soo long which sucks. i hate not getting a paycheck every two weeks. since im getting the iphone jan 1st i need to start saving up because my bills gonna go up 10 dollars which sucks because i already pay like 90 a month now im gonna have to pay 100 ugh but itll be worth it the iphone is ten times better then my blackberry

back to work

it feels great to be working all the time again. any chance i get im going to try and work because i love to save my money. i didnt really know anyone that worked at night because they were all new and since i havent been there in forever because of soccer, so the new people probably think that im new when in reality i have been there for 3 years almost 4. its crazy to think that ive been at a nursing home for that long, but i love it there. the other day when i was at work i was talking to one of the residents clara. she is my girl everytime i go into work i go in and say hi and ask her how she is doing. she told me that she is going shopping and is going to get her grandchildren a barbie doll and hess trucks. she said shes getting them because thats what she got her children when they were younger so shes getting her grandchildren then same thing. i thought that was cute because you never really hear of stuff like that.
there would be sometimes at work when i wouldnt talk to anyone because i didnt know anyone and they were all knew so i did my job and that was that. but now i am friends with all the indians and i enjoy going to work. the past two days at work were so much fun everyone got along and they were just good days. after work on tuesday me and the one indian boy raced home. i knew i wasnt going to win because my moms car has no pick up at all and as soon as we turned on the blvd he blew by me and was weaving out of cars. it was funn but it was scary for him because he was driving like a crazy man

you never know what can happen

It all started when I was a freshman in college. I was in my English class and there was a group of about 5 of us that were all friends and since it was English 4 it was a huge drag. Our teacher Winnie was insane and made us do all of these stupid things aka making a flapper? What in the world do we need that for beats me, but it was better than listening to her teach all class. There was the weirdo’s in the class as well; the people who just sat there and didn’t talk to us. I mean it was English 4 it was so easy we learned where to put periods and commas it was a complete joke. But on the other side of the room was someone who was always on his laptop, Dan. After class one day he imed me on face book and we started talking as friends and we talked about everything, but in class he wouldn’t say a word to me and I was like uhh okay then. After we started talking on face book I gave him my number and we started texting. We would text all day and all night long. We became really good friends. It was awkward at first because he would ask me to sit with him and the baseball team in Lares and I thought it would be weird because I didn’t know any of them and I don’t want to just sit there, but me and my best friend, Allison, finally did and it got normal after a while. It turns out he ended up liking me, but I didn’t feel the same way about him. I just thought that we were friends and that’s all I would ever want to be with him because I didn’t feel that way about him. A year went by and now we are sophomores and we were still friends and he still liked me. He would always swear that I liked him, but I really didn’t. He would ask why don’t you like me. I know you do so just admit it to yourself. It started to drive me insane because I didn’t like him why wouldn’t he get over the fact. Like move on there are plenty of other girls out there, you don’t need me. But he wanted me and he wasn’t going to give up until he got me. Things started to get bad we would fight because I didn’t like him and he wanted me to like him so bad. He started to ignore me and wouldn’t talk to me and that drove me insane. He would just ignore my text and wouldn’t talk to me at all. It got really awkward at school because I became friends with all of the baseball guys and I wouldn’t sit at the table with them because Dan didn’t want me there and I didn’t want to be where I wasn’t wanted. It was horrible I hated life then. He then gave me an ultimatum: either we were together or we were nothing because he couldn’t stand the sight of me not being with him and he couldn’t just be friends with me, even though we never even kissed before and I couldn’t understand why he was doing this. So he started ignoring me and that really got to me. I guess I realized that all I needed was a chase for me to like him. I hate when things are too easy for me and I can just have them. I like to work for what I want because that’s just the way it is. I hate having a guy do whatever I say when I say it, I like to work for what I want and that’s what he made me do. Because I was the one who was going after him now, I started to like him. All my friends thought I was insane because they were like you don’t like him; you just miss the fact that you were friends and you miss him in your life. And I was like no I think I really do like him after all. So then I told him that and things got better. That was around Feb or March this year and we started talking. On June 20, we started dating. That could possibly be one of the best decisions I have ever made because since then I couldn’t be happier. He told me, if I went out with him he would make me the happiest girl in the world, and that he has. It has been five months and I couldn’t be happier. Thank god he kept pushing and pushing even thought I wanted to slam my head against a wall every day because he drove me insane, because we wouldn’t be where we are today without him doing that. 

black friday!

my black friday started around 5 am, me and my dad went out to modells and to sears got what we needed and went home when we got home we had to wake up my sister and her friend because we were going down to atlantic city to shop at the outlets and the mall. so we got them up and made our way down the shore. we met my mom at bjs because she was already down there so we started shopping at that stipmall. the sales were unreal. we got a free tee shirt at one store. and the whole store was 25 percent off when we were done there we went to the outlets. i was in heaven my favorite store coach was having 30 percent off puma was having 50 percent off and most of the other stores were either 30 or 25 percent off the whole store. Friday was beautiful i wish i would of wore shorts and a tee shirt because it was soo hot out it was unreal. i was sweating like crazy because it was so hot i got all of my shopping done at the outlets except for one thing. after we were done shopping at the outlets we went to the mall on the boardwalk. that mall is a lot more expensive then most because it has all the brand name stores that sell bags for like a thousand dollars which is insane. but they also had some good sales in that mall as well. we went out to the balcony and took pictures because it was so nice out i would of relaxed on the beach and read if it was up to me when we were done shopping because thats my favorite thing to do in the summer when im down here. i can get hooked on a book and not put it down. but after we were done shopping we went back to my house and made sandwiches and relaxed for a little before it was time to go out again. we drove 20 minutes until we got to the mall and continued shopping. i got my last thing i needed and i am done shopping for Christmas its such a relief to be done. i got a smoothie from there it was pineapple peaches banana and strawberry smoothie it was soo good, but after the longest day we went home and make smores and relaxed and went to bed, it was to good to be true to go to bed right then because dan was in ac with his friends and needed a place to stay so they stayed at my house and i let them in around 430 and went back to bed