It all started when I was a freshman in college. I was in my English class and there was a group of about 5 of us that were all friends and since it was English 4 it was a huge drag. Our teacher Winnie was insane and made us do all of these stupid things aka making a flapper? What in the world do we need that for beats me, but it was better than listening to her teach all class. There was the weirdo’s in the class as well; the people who just sat there and didn’t talk to us. I mean it was English 4 it was so easy we learned where to put periods and commas it was a complete joke. But on the other side of the room was someone who was always on his laptop, Dan. After class one day he imed me on face book and we started talking as friends and we talked about everything, but in class he wouldn’t say a word to me and I was like uhh okay then. After we started talking on face book I gave him my number and we started texting. We would text all day and all night long. We became really good friends. It was awkward at first because he would ask me to sit with him and the baseball team in Lares and I thought it would be weird because I didn’t know any of them and I don’t want to just sit there, but me and my best friend, Allison, finally did and it got normal after a while. It turns out he ended up liking me, but I didn’t feel the same way about him. I just thought that we were friends and that’s all I would ever want to be with him because I didn’t feel that way about him. A year went by and now we are sophomores and we were still friends and he still liked me. He would always swear that I liked him, but I really didn’t. He would ask why don’t you like me. I know you do so just admit it to yourself. It started to drive me insane because I didn’t like him why wouldn’t he get over the fact. Like move on there are plenty of other girls out there, you don’t need me. But he wanted me and he wasn’t going to give up until he got me. Things started to get bad we would fight because I didn’t like him and he wanted me to like him so bad. He started to ignore me and wouldn’t talk to me and that drove me insane. He would just ignore my text and wouldn’t talk to me at all. It got really awkward at school because I became friends with all of the baseball guys and I wouldn’t sit at the table with them because Dan didn’t want me there and I didn’t want to be where I wasn’t wanted. It was horrible I hated life then. He then gave me an ultimatum: either we were together or we were nothing because he couldn’t stand the sight of me not being with him and he couldn’t just be friends with me, even though we never even kissed before and I couldn’t understand why he was doing this. So he started ignoring me and that really got to me. I guess I realized that all I needed was a chase for me to like him. I hate when things are too easy for me and I can just have them. I like to work for what I want because that’s just the way it is. I hate having a guy do whatever I say when I say it, I like to work for what I want and that’s what he made me do. Because I was the one who was going after him now, I started to like him. All my friends thought I was insane because they were like you don’t like him; you just miss the fact that you were friends and you miss him in your life. And I was like no I think I really do like him after all. So then I told him that and things got better. That was around Feb or March this year and we started talking. On June 20, we started dating. That could possibly be one of the best decisions I have ever made because since then I couldn’t be happier. He told me, if I went out with him he would make me the happiest girl in the world, and that he has. It has been five months and I couldn’t be happier. Thank god he kept pushing and pushing even thought I wanted to slam my head against a wall every day because he drove me insane, because we wouldn’t be where we are today without him doing that.
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